It’s been a while I have hematuria. I waited a lot before I went to see a doctor. I was deeply stupid and irresponsible! I was hoping the problem would solve itself naturally, “magically.” I am now hoping it is not too late. That the cancer (which I probably have) can still be treated successfully. I suppose most people don’t wait when much they see red… Today again there was blood at the end of urination.
I visualize the moment the doctor will tell me my diagnosis. I hope I will be calm and won’t have a breakdown…